Jamesward：“You're really diving deep into this.（你真的有在好好研究。）”

常斐然从书中抬起头。

常斐然：“It’s an interesting book, isn' it? I thought this was more of a psychological thing, but this… seems not.（这书挺有意思的，不是吗？我原本以为这只是关于心理的东西，但现在看来……似乎完全不是那么回事。）”

Jamesward没有看出他的哭笑不得，还是一本正经。

Jamesward：“It was. I used to be Moonlord’s client, but now I’m his believer.（它过去是。我以前是‘月主’的来访者，但是现在我是他的信徒。）”

常斐然：“What changed？（什么发生了改变？）”

Jamesward：“It simply became more effective. Traditional therapies helped, but only to a certain extent. It wasn't for a lack of skill from Moonlord or effort from me. I worked hard to fight the depression to the point where the effort itself became painful. In the past, we could only uncover past-life traumas through hypnosis to begin the process of healing. But then Moonlord attained the Moon’s power; he can now directly harness its energy to provide insight into our past lives, guiding us through methods like atonement to purify our souls and eventually enter the ultimate peace of the ‘Moon Palace.’（它只是变得更高效了。传统的疗法确实有帮助，但收效有限。这并非因为月主缺乏医术，也不是因为我不够努力。我曾竭力与抑郁抗争，以至于那种努力本身都成了一种痛苦。过去，我们只能通过催眠来发掘前世的创伤，以此开启心灵疗愈；但后来，月主获得了月神的力量，他现在可以直接调用月神的力量洞察我们的前世，并指引我们通过赎罪等方式净化灵魂，最终进入‘月宫’那永恒的平静之中。）”

常斐然意识到所以他在官网上看到的内容是过去的模式，现在已经完全改革一新，自从... 自从Moonlord（月主）获得...月神能量之后。

他不敢相信他的脑海正在复述并尝试理解这些概念。

Jamesward：“And It was like a miracle. From the moment I met other believers at the gathering, I felt, I was revived. I instantly felt the harmony, something I have never felt ever in my life! If you knew me, you know that I have always been a person living without purpose. I don’t know what I’m doing, I don’t know why I'm here, I don't know what I love. But after hearing the Moonlord, hearing his great mission about bringing salvation to the world, to the people who are suffering, I bursted into tears. Can you believe it? I cried, I bawled my eyes out. And ever since then, ever since I joined the faith of Moonlord, I knew where I’m going, who I am and what I’m living for. He saved me, he saved me from the depression, from the meaningless, from the nothingness! No one, no one has ever done that before. That’s why I moved here, I wanna be in a place that's close to him. I render myself, my spirit, my whole life to him because he saved me like no one else. （那简直就像个奇迹。从我在集会上见到其他信徒的那一刻起，我就感觉到自己重获了新生。那种瞬间涌上心头的和谐感，是我这辈子从未体验过的。如果你了解以前的我，就会知道我一直是个活得没有目标的人。我不知道自己在做什么，不知道为什么留在这里，甚至不知道自己热爱什么。但在听了月主的教诲，听了他那救世济人、拯救苍生的宏伟愿景后，我泪如雨下。你能相信吗？我哭得撕心裂肺。自从在那之后，自从我皈依了月主的信仰，我终于知道自己要往哪去，知道自己是谁，也知道了为什么而活。他救了我，他把我从抑郁、从荒诞、从虚无中救了出来！从来没有人，没有任何人能做到这一点。这就是我来到这里的原因，我想离他近一点。我将我的人、我的灵魂、我的余生都奉献给他，因为他拯救了我，给了我无人能及的救赎。）”

当一番过分滑稽的说辞从一个无比严肃的人的口中被认真说出时，常斐然发觉他竟然开始怀疑起自己的认知。在99%的嘲讽中，有1%的思想在说：“难道这个世界上真有这样的力量？”