众人照做,只是并不点回额头。
常斐然仍处于一种大脑宕机的恢复状态中,脑雾的笼罩让他机械性地学着他们动作。不过因为他的右手被包扎着,只能五个手指一起,于是在指向天空的时候就出现了一种非常令人惊恐的画面。一开始他并没有察觉,只在黎鸦疯狂摇头的暗示中才意识到并赶紧把手臂放下。
他的心先是下意识地狂跳了一阵,他不知道这一举动如果被Moonlord(月主)看到的话将会给他带来什么后果。但这种无助和慌张只大概持续了不到一分钟。他突然觉得,怎么样呢?又能怎么样呢?这世界上没有什么是不可承受的。也许那人刚才说的对,一切都是虚幻的。内心的煎熬是虚幻的,皮肉的痛苦也是虚幻的。只要不死,人就可以承受;若是死了,也就不用再承受。他们可以摧残他,却不能毁灭他,如果要毁灭他,那就毁灭他。
Moonlord(月主)讲完后便邀请台下的众人发言,讲述感悟和感受。
齐刷刷地举起很多手。Moonlord(月主)指了指Kathia,示意她发言。
Kathia再三确认是自己被准许发言,她受宠若惊。
Kathia:“I feel very calm in your presence. This was not a feeling that I always had the privilege of experiencing before coming here. And I can feel I'm coming closer—to you, and to the Moon Palace. I hope that everyone here, including those in the world who have yet to awaken, can feel this gravitational pull of tranquility and come to the spiritual anchor within Moonlord's radiance.(在你身边我感到从未有过的平静。在来到这里之前,这种宁静对我而言并非总能拥有的特权。我能感觉到自己正不断靠近——靠近你,也靠近月宫。我希望这里的每一个人,包括外面那些尚未觉醒的灵魂,都能感受到这份静谧的引力,并且能够在月主的圣辉中来到他们灵魂的锚点。)”
Moonlord(月主):“That's great, thank you for sharing. You know, you actually reminded me of one of our members who joined in the very beginning. She didn't live here, so she would record every one of my teachings. One day, she approached me after a session and said that my voice calms her— basically the exact same thing you just said. She told me that once, when she was deeply frustrated, she had this strong impulse to jump off a building. She said she could literally envision the scene in her mind, seeing herself falling. But do you know what the miracle was? She took out the recording of my teaching and started listening to it. All of a sudden, that impulse disappeared; it was just gone. This is exactly what I mean when I say: ‘When you hit a deadlock, when you don't know what to do, let me think for you.’(非常好,谢谢你的分享。你知道吗,你让我想起了一位在很早起就加入我们的一个成员。她不住在这儿,所以她会录下我的每一次布道。有一天,她在布道结束后找到我,说我的声音能让她平静下来——基本上和你刚才说的一模一样。她告诉我,有那么一天,她感到非常的挫败并且产生了一股强烈的、想要跳楼的冲动。她说,她甚至能在脑海里清晰地见到自己坠落的画面。但你知道奇迹的是什么吗?她拿出了我的录音开始听。突然间那股冲动消失了,就那么消失了。这就是我所说的——‘当你陷入僵局,当你不知道怎么去做时,让我来替你思考。’)”